THE DEVIL STOLE MY CHILDHOOD

                  

I was just about 8 years old when the devil got hold of my life as a result

of a rape occurrence that took place when my parents traveled and left

I and my siblings with an uncle who was suppose to be my mum’s younger

 brother. My uncle molested me after that occurrence for another 2yrs until I

 gain admission into secondary school at the age of 11yrs.

Although I confessed Christ in my first year in secondary school and

I could confront my uncle when I got back home for holiday to desist from the

act or I will report him but a great damage had been done.

I cannot explain what that feeling was but all I knew is that something

often comes upon me like an urge to just have sex. It got so bad that I

learnt how to do it myself and that was how I started masturbating.

Anytime this urge comes, I will be so destabilized and uncomfortable until

 I am able to masturbate and relax myself. This affected my childhood so much that it

kept me away from friends and families. It always felt like someone knew

what I was doing and I was always feeling ashamed of myself but I could not help it.

After awhile, I began to enjoyed it and I stopped feeling guilty at this time, I was

 just about 13yrears old and my uncle had had left our house. By the time I got to

senior secondary school (sss3) I was already having boys coming to ask me out, so

it was an opportunity to feel real things and then, I slept with any guy that comes

 my way. I knew nothing in school but the devil allowed me to move slowly

 and I never knew what I was doing. By the time I got to the university at the age

of twenty, I lost count on the number of guys that have slept with me but then,

I neither stop masturbating nor sleeping around.

Unfortunately, these guys were not even giving me money. In fact some of them

 will even take money from me. I was just been used by the devil.

By the time, I was graduating from the university, I had aborted three times

and I have been warned not to let it happen again.

To God be the glory I met with the Lord Jesus during my service year in Ilorin,

 Kwara State Nigeria. Jesus delivered me from masturbating and high Libido.

Although it hurts so bad each time I remembered how bad my childhood was

but I thank God I am enjoying the best adulthood ever. I am married to a

wonderful man of God with three boys and I am glad I could give my testimony to

encourage someone. No matter what your past have been like? Jesus is ready to

 bring you into the kingdom fold. All you need to do is to accept him and be saved.

Thank You.

 (OLUWABUKOLA, Ibadan, Oyo State, Nigeria)

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